The girl of my dreams broke up with me for final today.

This girl was special, iv never cared for or loved someone this much before and shes gone.

She said she isnt in the right place for a relationship or commitment.

I havnt felt this depressed for a long time.

Iv stopped eating, in a week iv eaten some soup and thats about it.

Iv lost weight, im broken, i cant sleep, i cant think.

By best friend is moving away too

i feel like theres nothing left.

i really feel so low and so terrible, i really hate life and i wish it would just end sometimes.


i wish i was strong or as cold as some people so i wouldnt feel like this.